Ladyeevil
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(7/24/03 4:40 pm)
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 If I just knew that Nathaniel was okay with this...
I think what hurts the most is knowing what he's overcome in his life, and after this happened to him at ATWT already...
If I just knew that he had something lined up in his life... and that he was fine with all this... I could let it go and move on. But the problem is that I suspect that it has nothing to do with a creative decision because he's too popular on this show with MARCAL, and I suspect that he was given up on because of something backstage... Until I hear otherwise, I can't help but worry. He's got two shows who finished with him due to creative change.. I hope it doesn't look bad on his resume, and I hope it doesn't make him feel bad about himself.
I just want to know he's okay. I mean, I know he's gifted and that he'll be shining brighter than ever, but after a 2nd loss like this.. I can't help but worry. If it wasn't for knowing he has people who are there for him, I'd be worried that something like this could send someone into a self-destructive direction. As hot as he is, he could end up doing some trashy acting, as a nice way to put it, because he could lose his self-esteem. I almost went down that road when I tried to stay in acting, though I have a solid plan this time. Well, even having people there for him might not stop him from going down the wrong path. He has a mom who worries about him, and he doesn't need me, but until I know he wasn't left twisting in the wind, I can't bring myself to have anything to do with this show, and like Brittany ABC. I'm thinking I want nothing to do with TV until I hear Nathaniel is back on track. I tape OLTL until his last scene to dub all his scenes.. and that's it.
Unless he somehow decides to come to the Luncheon, and as much as I'd love it for myself and those who love him, but I'm referring to how it would speak volumes that he's okay with this. But I doubt I'll get any confirmation he's okay with this by him showing up there.. but you get my point.
I can't trust an official statement because it might be something he agreed to, in order to leave quietly. I need to know he's working on another project... THEN I can move on.
Char
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