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Ladyeevil
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(8/22/03 4:44 pm)
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So how do we deal with this?
I've been a fan of this show since I was a kid, and I keep telling myself I'm gonna be at the Luncheon next year with my friends, tripping out on Kathy, Trevor and Kassie's work... whether Nate is around or not... and I don't like becoming something that my friends consider a twit... but....

I honestly don't know that I'm capable of enjoying this show under these circumstances. How long does it take to grieve a character that meant so much to you? I started this show with Max Holden, and seeing Al born into the canvas.. and now they are leaving... and so is the birth of me onto this Llanview canvas... The Holden story was the birth of my Llanview heart... the reason why I threw away all other soaps and said OLTL was my home... it was a connection to the story that my young heart related to... the same story that the man who would grow up to play Al connected with....

And for Al to be played by NM... and I'd become such a fan??? What irony!!!!... Why do I feel like its over for me?

I want so much to pretend like its any other loss on the show... I want to pretend that I can enjoy Kathy and Kassie.. because they are so fabulous and they don't deserve for the show to tank!... and its not about me lusting for Nathaniel, heavens no, I realize now that I don't think it ever was about that... its about seeing behind the curtain too much to ever accept the fiction anymore...

I guess I'm considered a necessary loss by Frons... I am the fan the-powers-that-be considered worth losing... What is most alarming is that I can't be the only one. Or maybe that's the reality of a gen-xer... whose numbers never really counted. Frons actually did screw up big time though, because there has to be enough of us that he's losing far more than he gains, and he doesn't deserve his job. Goodbye Holdens? Goodbye Frons. Goodbye ABC. I actually HAVE boycotted ABC, and I only watch Kassie, Kathy, and Nate's scenes on OLTL..

Now what? Are you guys here for the long haul? Will you be Nathaniel's fans even if he never does a soap again? I will. NO one ever made such an impact on me as Nathaniel. He's the lil brother I always wish I had... and I'll always support him. And if Brittany ever needs to turn it over.... don't just throw it out... I'll figure out how to keep it going.

Char







Edited by: Ladyeevil at: 8/23/03 7:11 am
whitetigergirl81
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(8/24/03 1:20 am)
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I can completely understand where you are coming from.
I can see why you'd feel that leaving the show behind is the right thing to do. The Holdens were what pulled you in and now TPTB are just yanking that away. It seems as though they feel that it doesn't matter to lose a few older viewers if they can make gains in the teen audience. Even though I'm relatively young, I think even I am slightly out of the range of the audience that they are shooting for. you think for one second that if all the teens were doing was clamouring for more marcal and more Nathaniel/Al that they would hesitate for even a second of keeping marcal and Al on the canvas. But of course, marcal is probably not what the teens are feeling(though I do give props to the few teens that do get marcal, our girl Brittany included, because they know what a true love story looks like). Unfortunately for them they are risking losing more than a few loyal viewers from what I've seen and too me that is not something that they should be so willing to lose.

Though I would love to be able to say goodbye to OLTL and ABC I don't think I will be able to. There are still people on the show that I would like to support, Kathy as well as a couple others. Also, I have always seen myself as a dedicated viewer. Once I start watching a show I usually stick it out until the end. Though, I will admit that OLTL without Marcal and without Al will not be the same in my mind but I will still continue to watch but with less involvement on my part.

and to answer your question about being in it for the long haul, I think you already know my answer, OF COURSE. I will be here right by your side char. If we are successful in keeping Al on the canvas then I will watch that. If Nathaniel moves on and does another soap, I will tune in to see any scenes that he's in but not let myself get drawn in to another soap since that's the last thing that I need. If he goes on to do movies then I will go and see them, even if the movie itself isn't great, his performance alone will be enough in my mind to make it a worthy experience.

Jen :)

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Ladyeevil
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(8/24/03 7:19 pm)
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Ironically, the best position to help is as a fan
As someone who believes you don't BOO anyone, I decided I would support ALL the actors, and tried not to whine and moan about things, because I figure that soaps have to work with a budget, and I never really did like back-seat drivers... but look where it got me... losing a great actor as well as a soap icon (Max), while some actors stay who are laughable...

After years of the Todd wars, with an earned rep of being one of the biggest online Beyot#%es that ever existed, I came back a little over a year ago, a little worse for wear, but with a new 'TUDE... and all because I liked a new storyline... Al's. I decided that I need NOT apply my ability to cut things to the bone to enjoy the show (English Lit... specialty... guess what? CRITICISM!!! Last thing anyone needs is a straight A Criticism freak who has done tons of acting, and applies the knowledge to pick apart a soap???)

So I went to SSW... thinking.. I'm gonna look at the soap with the heart of someone who just wants to enjoy the ride... not realizing I'd find out the personality behind the character I was into was this larger than life presense that inspired me.. and what a ride its been...

So here I am, in the middle of another controversy... (what luck! First Todd, now Al?.. what is this.. a conspiracy? payback? lol) But I remember during the Deafening Silence Campaign, that fans werr=e starting to boycott the show, and R Woods came out to say its hurting them and not helping... so I decided not to join the boycott, and remained in the Silence campaign... but I think that hurts the show too...

I have to be a fan in order to make a difference... I have to help them keep their budget... because thats what's gonna pay Nate's salary when he comes back.. I have to promote the show, yet point out what's missing...

I don't have the time.. and sometimes I wonder why should I bother? I think about all the things I could do with my time and causes that I could help.. but in my heart... I know that women never get any respect... it would be a different story if this were about sports... or something men were generally into.. I think women get a release from their lives by enjoying a soap... I'm going to think about how many times in my life, I could have chosen a far more destructive crutch than a soap fantasy... and then I realize that although there are more important things in life, it won't change that fact that people are drawn to their obsessions... and so...

Ultimately, I have to continue to sell the show, but I can't help using my fastforward button...

Char









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